tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3828810157985927960.post7238541683262952809..comments2024-03-22T06:34:32.078-07:00Comments on Rays of Sunshine: Tears and a Tutu GiveawayL10sM8http://www.blogger.com/profile/11598337789015252384noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3828810157985927960.post-71020437760378226652010-03-11T17:44:55.598-08:002010-03-11T17:44:55.598-08:00I am so sorry SoShawna! I was catching up on your ...I am so sorry SoShawna! I was catching up on your blog today and ready your post. You had me in tears. I believe it was Dec 2005 that I miscarried my first baby. My baby would have been born I believe right around your Samuel's Birthday. The due date of my baby was July 28th which was my very own birthday day. I was I believe 7-8 weeks pregnant when it happened but it was the most tragically devastating experience I have ever gone through in my life. One of my close friends was due the week before me so often I look at her little boy and think thats how old my first born would have been. But I am also happy in the fact that I know have my Hadessah who was conceived 6 months later , so in light if not for my miscarriage I wouldn't have my Hadessah. I guess to put a positive spin on it, if that is at all possible. I do empathize with you though. I remember the months of feeling like a zombie and a shell of a woman. I remember the month I conceived Hadessah was actually the first month I started to feel like myself again. I remember telling my mother, I feel like I'm finally getting a better grip on this and then low and behold a positive pregnancy test with was the final healing water to my wounded heart. I still grieve for my baby but you are right time does heal the wound. It doesn't take it away but it does soothe it. You will be in my prayers.Mindynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3828810157985927960.post-42576500674197726762010-03-03T12:32:04.455-08:002010-03-03T12:32:04.455-08:00I love reading your blog, and love your transparen...I love reading your blog, and love your transparency. <br /><br />I can't understand the loss of losing a child, but my heart goes out to your pain. <br /><br />You are special and loved.Janellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03054223077834671387noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3828810157985927960.post-3987731725678043492010-03-02T15:50:48.673-08:002010-03-02T15:50:48.673-08:00And your children are dolls! Love the picture of S...And your children are dolls! Love the picture of Samuel in his tux and Olivia in the high heels!Dear Lilliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16916503973078592801noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3828810157985927960.post-78211655871693374842010-03-02T15:49:43.620-08:002010-03-02T15:49:43.620-08:00Haha - and here's a fourth reader =)....I am s...Haha - and here's a fourth reader =)....I am so sorry about your miscarriage. I had one two years ago. It was only a day or two after we had found out we were pregnant with what would have been our first child, but it was still incredibly painful and heartbreaking! I promise, it does get better! Will keep you in my prayers!Dear Lilliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16916503973078592801noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3828810157985927960.post-26069706910960371842010-03-02T15:05:25.567-08:002010-03-02T15:05:25.567-08:00Thanks girls! Love the comments; they are encourag...Thanks girls! Love the comments; they are encouraging.L10sM8https://www.blogger.com/profile/11598337789015252384noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3828810157985927960.post-66344180733537307262010-03-02T14:03:19.067-08:002010-03-02T14:03:19.067-08:00ahhh girl. I love you. Keep your chin up. Rome was...ahhh girl. I love you. Keep your chin up. Rome wasn't conquered in a day. This grieving might take a while, but I know, like you said, it will get a little easier. I am praying for you. You must be a strong woman because HE doesn't give us more than we can handle. I look up to you! :) <br /><br />xoxo<br /><br />and there you go 3 comments, and if the saying is true..only 10% of people comment, you got way more than 3 readers! :)Amyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01376081872073974318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3828810157985927960.post-41354048642916659022010-03-02T10:53:40.786-08:002010-03-02T10:53:40.786-08:00I am so sorry for your pain, but I am glad you are...I am so sorry for your pain, but I am glad you are writing it all out. I don't mind the sad blogs...they are expected right now. They are so raw and honest and beautiful! You are in my prayers...love you!cheyennehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16573039800770245238noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3828810157985927960.post-21903874672154922642010-03-02T10:08:59.948-08:002010-03-02T10:08:59.948-08:00I so appreciate your honesty SoShawna...know that ...I so appreciate your honesty SoShawna...know that I love reading your blog (and I'm sure that there are more than 3 of us!!)Emilyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03317889195586438271noreply@blogger.com